15 more sleeps ..

So in only 15 more sleeps, we will be arriving at our new house!! In Queensland!! Which is far away!! It's not down the street from my dad, it's not around the corner from my mum, it's not near Gregg's family, it's not near my step son, nor is it near any other friends or family. It's far away!! 2 plane rides away!! .. or 25 hour drive away. Is it obvious that im starting to freak out? ..

Today, out of nowhere i started to get teary about it all as at the end of the day it IS a big move from everything and everyone i know, but i just need to remind myself the reasons for moving .. a better life for the kids. There is nothing more important than that, and therefor my tears were gay and unecessary and gay. Did i mention they were gay?

Im sure anyone would get a little teary, and i have an allergy which makes it worse. I have an allergy to goodbyes .. i really don't want to do the big goodbye party/drink etc, i just want us to disappear, or carry on saying goodbye as i have been in the past few weeks, catching up with people gradually and saying goodbye without actually saying goodbye. And its not even goodbye, it's just like getting a really fancy job, i will see people less .. not never!! .. anywho, thats gay!

I am fairly impressed with how organised i am!! Most of the house is packed, the rental is secured, im still fairly confident with the school and childcare i think i'v chosen and we already have a house in mind which we have just quietly fallen in love with!! .. I have even planned the little invite cards i will give to Heath to hand to some little friends at the new school inviting them to playdates so he can make friends easier. Flights are booked, rent is paid, furniture removalists are booked (as long as he remembers to turn up with his truck, he is a charming but elderly drunken man, probably with no licence) .. boxes are everywhere as is excitemement!!
Bring it on :-)